YFriday, August 17, 2007

halo,

very long no online and write my blog le.. today no go out wif huili they all cos slp late and also dun wan to go lor! i dun gib a damn if she angry wif me or not.

recently, mani unhappy things happen. its about daryl matter. i know he is quit unhappi, but losing temper is not the onli way to slove the probelm. he did misunderstand me a lot and till now, he still dun know he have been misunderstanding me. he sms me say that i know he treasure his friend more than his family, but all along, i dun even know it until now.
he say that i use this side of him against him. wat makes he think i am this type of person? i felt hurt too. u think i very happy when he fail his coursework. i told jia hwei say he change le, my meaning of "he change le" is his temper become very worst and i also know why he become like that. i dun wan care him becos if i ignore him, he will not feel veri "fan". u think lah, if i everyday keep sms or call him ask hw all this, he will happi meh? i just wan him to calm down to settle his own problem. but he think until me like dun wan care him anymore when i "hai" him until like tat.

when i sms him ytd at night ask him about his course work how le, he dun even wan reply. i rather he reply me and scold me than he keep quiet and dun sms me. now is who dun wan care who.

i dun think a friendship wif so much misunderstanding will be able to last long. but i dunno how to explain to him. at the veri least he can just tell me if we are friends or not. if he dun wan countinue this friendship, at least tell me. now i dun even know we friends or not. if he keep feeling that is me "hai" him then nvm lor.

if one day he no sms to me anymore, i think i will know the answer le! just like me and the frog no talk anymore cos we quarrel and i dun think i will wan to talk to him or watever. i dun look forward for this type of friend like "frog" de.. everytime my friend (huili) mention him say he and me together, i will started quarrel wif them cos they like no brain. me and him no talk liao, still keep saying his name.

i wish i can control the fate.